moment

How good is it to just sit down sometimes.

Moment.
M.

then do it again

just do it

NEW TRAINERS!! WOOO!!!

Ordered my first ever proper pair of actual running trainers yesterday and I'm just so excited it's ridiculous!

They should arrive in 2-3 days.
And just to repeat myself - I am so so excited. 
NEW TRAINERS.
M.

SWEAT

Message of the day:
Sweat.

Sweat.
M.

a chance

WE MUST GIVE IT A CHANCE
Fate, must be granted, a chance.
A risk. A gamble.

Just a chance. Nothing more.
So it's not nulled by default.
Just a chance.

GIVE IT, A CHANCE,
to become something.
to grow into something.
before saying, no, or too hard,
or too out there, or too
WHATEVER.
just a chance

or i'm not worth it. or it's too good to be true.
it doesn't have to be hard,
it doesn't have to be difficult.
sometimes things just are. but if dismissed,
they will never amount to anything.
unless given a shot to grow
maybe it will.
maybe it won't.
the fuck knows.
but as long as i've done a little,
just a little to see what's going to happen,
i can at least know that it wasn't my loss
it isn't my regret
cause i didn't slam the door,
i didn't forget to thank them,
i didn't look away,
i didn't not smile

what if it doesn't?
Oh, but what if it does.