how-to noodle

For starters, I'm not posting this to discuss building self-esteem.
So I called it:

"10 Steps to Noodle".

I'm super in love with some of these points.

First of all.
Know yourself.

That is just such an infinite well of inspiration, and excitement.
Something that will never ever run dry.
Just - imagining all the things that I still haven't discovered about myself.
I mean, think about it?
All of the things that my body and mind are capable of, and could be capable of.
Infinite.
All I need to do, all YOU need to do, is just Do.
You cannot be without doing.

Secondly.
Understanding what makes you feel great.

This is absolutely not as easy as it sounds.
Sometimes the true joys and passions are hiding.
Somewhere under the floorboards of your being and your soul.
Again, all the joy in finding out what they really are.

What we really are.

That.
Is.

Magic.

So there you go.
10 steps to Noodle.
I like them.
They are simple and nice, and just positive.
Life-affirming, kindness-affirming.

Lovely.

With love and light.
Yours truly.
M.

kokowääh

So last night I missed one of my friends (..mmmm, yep, I can use that term, friend) so much, I downloaded a movie he's in, waited for it to download, and then watched the whole thing (considering this idea sprung at 2am it's quite a feat).

And it was lovely.

Kokowääh.
M.

moment

How good is it to just sit down sometimes.

Moment.
M.

safe

How to keep an inner self safe?
That's my question.
How do you keep an inner self safe and sound and protected, and shining?

May your inner self be secure.
M.

today

And today my lighter brown hair with ginger ends is going!
I'm going to the Spaniards now to dye some hair. I'll do hers, she'll do mine.

And the ginger ends will be no longer.
Not till summer at least.
I need some contrast around my face.

Somehow this makes me feel like I'm battling the elongated winter better.
We shall see in a few hours - fingers crossed I'll emerge a new warrior lol-cat wolf.

Have a happy Saturday!
M.

balance

Anger fascinates me.
It just. I don't really know where it comes from or where it wants to go, or what's the purpose or how to get rid of it.
It's tiring, and I'd like to be without.

Dear Anger,
Go away. For good.

Thanks.
With love.
Maria.

MIDDLE

I flew back 2 days ago, and so far I've only thought boring, middle-of-the-scale thoughts.
It is getting serious.
There's a reason I blog a lot in Estonia. Because I just think more there.
That of course includes the usual, the unusual and the everyday, but point is, I. just. think. more.

SO.
The question now is.

WHAT DO I DO ABOUT THIS?

Since thinking is one of my top 3 favourite things to do, this is more than a marginal problem.

"How to induce interesting thoughts?"

.....ummmmm..........

Seriously.

Seriously.
M.

ps. (Anyone with any guidance as to the question above, please go crazy.)