Showing posts with label desire. Show all posts
Showing posts with label desire. Show all posts

Friday, March 15

back

Hello, sweets, I'm baack!

Back from some super springtime travels.
Which were super.

Just, I'm not feeling this vibe, you know. As in, I'm not feeling any vibe at the moment, to be honest.
I don't really know what this is, but honestly, I have to get to the bottom of this because it's like eating me inside out. Not very pleasant.
Especially after 5 awesome days in STHLM which the most brilliant spring weather.

I don't know whether this is growing pains (http://marriiialistra.blogspot.com/2012/11/november-is-nearly-finished_5928.html) or what? If it's growing pains, I'll take it, embrace it and run with it. If it's something else, I'm confused.
This better be the end of Mercury being in Retrograde.

And now E just changed the GAME!
So my crap-est day of this year so far (I kid you not) will now end at her penthouse heaven, with a 6-pack of Corona beers, 2 limes, tortilla chips and garlic dip, and Macdo. YES.

I mean, YES. If in doubt, get this plan out!
I mean, life saving SWAT-team, 1-2-3.


And now, it's magically midnight. And the day is officially over.
I started this post this morning, and I've successfully made it through this day. With no fights, no bleeding or broken bones, no loans or car crashes or anything, or unnecessary questions.
So pleased.

E. has gone to sleep and I'm all tucked it, writing.
I feel so relaxed that it's almost divine.
And so, once again, the saying comes to mind that "everything passes". At the times when everything is exceptionally good, this is a hard thing to think about. However, under the opposite circumstances, this is nice and balmy.

So, as I said, I'm back.
I'm back from my travels and I'm going to hold on to my STHLM energy with teeth and nails and not let it slip away into nothing. I want it and I need it and I deserve it and I owe it to myself.
Armed with this I could get stuff done, and that is what I want.

My STHLM adventures and photos coming soon.

I truly hope you've had a more peaceful time with the old Mercury.

With love.
M.


Something from A. to bring cheer to my day.


Thursday, March 7

lana

Oh, stop it, you.

I've got a burning desire for you, baby.
M.

Tuesday, November 20

wanderlust

and i've got it so bad.




Tuesday, September 18

say my name





At some point in my life, I want someone to throw a ball, for me. (By ball, I do not mean a basket ball. I mean, a ball, a dance, a party. Could be a masquerade. That would be so much fun.)
I don't really mind the occasion, I don't think there has to be a big occasion for people to want to throw dances and dance with masks on.

And a waltz, in itself. Such a brilliantly ominous and/or seductive form. (And i think it often doesn't get the credit it deserves.) I would like to waltz. But to good waltzes, I shall post some later, not the flippant kind. This doesn't mean flippant isn't good, just it could be so much better in my books.

Devil's ball.
M.

Monday, September 10

L'ÉTÉ


Now, let us all wink at this image, please.


Sunday, September 9

D.


D is for Drama. Always. But not that kind.
D is for Dynamics.
And Duos.

D is for Dogs. (Heaven knows why. I don't even like dogs. Maybe I do?)

D IS FOR DANCING
D IS FOR DANCING
D IS FOR DANCING
D IS FOR DANCING

D is for Dinosaurs.
D is for Debussy.
And D is for Daffodils.

D is for Dreams.
D is for DREEEEEAAAAAAAAMS.

D is for Dames.
D is for Discipline.
D is for Don Pasquale.
D is for Danger.
D is for Druids.

D is for DRESSES

D is for Doubles
D is for Dripping

D IS FOR DIPLOMACY

D is for Dangling
And the word "Dandy"

D is for Delegation.
And for Dungeons.
D is for DRACULA
And D is for Digging
And D is for Divine
And D is for Divinity
And D is for Dolce
D is for Duvets
D is for Draining
D is for Darts
And D is for Достое́вский

D is for Dilligence
And D is for DESTRUCTION
D is for Delivering
D is for Discord
And Dissonance

D is for DUALITY
And D is for Dying.
D is for Difference
D is for Delusions

D is for Drastic


D is for DAYS
D is for DOORS

D IS FOR DESIRE
(how did i forget this?)

D is for Dinners
And Dinnerparties.

D is absolutely for Discoveries!
D is for Doing.

D is for DRAGONS


D is for Dignity.

D is for Dessay.


D is for.M.