eclipse

This full Moon and red eclipse situation is such fun....
Literally, today has been crazy!!
The energy is just insaaannne.
But hey, all this Moon drama comes bearing good news and positive changes, so a-okay!
Bring it on, let's do it.
Out with all the old, IN WITH ALL THE NEW.


I want to fall in love with actions, not words.
I want to fall in love with reality, not ideas and wishes.
Reality, not fiction.
ACTIONS, not words!!

Seriously, sometimes I wish I just wrote about everything, names and all just how it is.
I know I won't, but sometimes I would really like to.


So.
I really need to be kinder to myself, respect myself more, love myself better.
This is really a task.
A real real task, a big task.
And this needs a plan.


Out with the old, out with all the old.
Time for ALL the new!

This is what full Moons and especially eclipses are about.
Cleansing, and purifying.
Jamming people into dead-ends so they would have to get rid of the crap.
Claw out.


Red is the colour of love and hate.
Red is the colour of blood and blood is life and death.
All the dualities.


If I could I would put some heads on spears.
Really.
Instead, I'm watching Vikings and thinking of starting Thai boxing on Sunday.
It's been a while coming.


Forever soft, forever strong.


NEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
Please-thanks.
Yours truly.
M.

maniacs

So.

The full moon is approaching.

This always brings a violent time.

I'm not looking forward to this.

It's already starting and I can feel this.

This aggression, the violent energy.

The want to break something.

This restless drive.

For something.

It makes me feel...scared.

Just somehow really apprehensive.

But I have full faith in the fact that this will pass, as it always does.

I'm at the Spaniards house today, sleeping over, for some female spa time.

Turns out we were all having a hideous day, me, Spanish and Pisces.

So better to have it together.

We had some burgers, and chocolate, and cold medicine.

Since all three of us are also coming down with some cold thing.

This weekend was insane with work. Like insane.

(But as long as there's coffee, I'm fine.)

Anyway, now it's time for sleeping.

Tomorrow, all I will say, is yay!!!!

Happy Tuesday!!

Yours truly. 

M.