aujourd'hui

Today was a Tuesday.
And the weather was nice.
I saw an old friend (although she's like a forever friend to be honest), talked some art with interesting people and then ended the day on this terrace, which is awesome.
So now I'm home. Chilling and being horizontal, with Biggest Loser.

I'm quite chilled out.
This feels nice.

I've got plenty of work to do, but I will wake up tomorrow morning and do that, and for now these thoughts are allowed to vacate my mind.

And leave behind, peace. Tranquil peace, which is of course emptiness in itself. But not the kind of emptiness that should ever be feared.
The good kind.

Oh, and, what I wanted was interesting people.
And this is what I got.
Tonight, I'm allowing myself to feel good about stuff, regardless of all the things I still need to do.
I will always have things to do.
But tonight, I'm allowing myself to feel good.

Allow yourself to feel good.
M.

change

I'm so different now, compared to what I used to be like.
So much more peaceful, so much more stable.
So much more grateful, and content. And just not so frikkin angry all the time.
And it's so nice.
So very, very, very nice.

And I'm only just starting all this.

So, as a wish to myself, may I have the courage to develop, and let go of more of this crap, for many, many, many more years to come.

Latenight David Attenborough, "Africa", episode 1.
Currently knee-deep in the Kalahari.

Eat well, travel often. 
M.