visuals

I wanna get on a bus and go somewhere.
And I'm watching Game of Thrones, season 1 again.
And it's kind of reminding me feelings I'd rather keep under lock and key.

I wanna Love Everything.
Doing everything.
From getting dressed, to my make-up, to music, to making music.
To life, coffees, and people, random people.
To chances.
I really really want to.


Never let life make you hard.
Never.
Have a heart that never hardens.


I want to be with people who can forget the Plan, the Future, the Structure.
FUCK THAT. WHY would you EVER let that take you from the glorious present?
WHY?
WHYY
A beautiful Present is all we ever need, and if we hold on to this for long enough, the Future is already unravelling, all by itself.
STAY
IN
THE
PRESENT

Seriously, guys. Stay in the present, love in the present.
Please don't let the future loosen your grip and take away what is yours.


“For a star to be born, there is one thing that must happen: a gaseous nebula must collapse. 

So collapse. 
Crumble.
This is not your destruction. 

This is your birth.”

visuals

I love pictures out of airplane windows. 

The clouds, and the stillness, and serenity.

Also, these two photos are taken a minute apart, as we ascended up.

I have such unconditional love for it.

Visuals.

M.

visuals

visuals, once more

visuals

I realised I haven't posted any photos really in so-so long!
So I shall rectify this right now.

First of all, a pap from my session with the pretty one, on this terrace in town.
Also, Maria's Book Recommendation: Jenny Diski "Stranger in a train."

Really do read this book.
So very enjoyable and so very excellent.
This was given to me by A.

And now the rest of the stuff I found.

I was helping a friend of mine do up their flat.
That day was GLORIOUS.
Worked on the flat, had some lunch in North Tallinn.
Just my kind of day.
I was a sweaty builder and loved every nano-second of it.

Tour flowers and latenight food at Spaniard's.

Helped dad build a fence.
This is the after shot.....

.............compared to the before.
Woo!

This amazing manor house, and the decor.
Just the kind of house where your wealthy anthropologist adventurer friend would live.

Some sunny, swimming days in Tallinn.

This was the last of the last.
Last gig, last minutes.

And so.
Tomorrow.

The forever elusive tomorrow.
I'm going to throw out a bunch of stuff.
Make some space.

...avant et arrière ∇.
M.

Sunday

Today has been very calm.
Woke up, had some breakfast and went to help dad with building a fence.
Pictures to follow.
And now I'm taking some nap-time, then packing my bags and going to gig number 15.

But for now, some visuals.

With love.
M.

the weekend

We've seen so many beautiful sunsets driving back from concerts.
All the peace and quiet and the divine calm landscapes.

This was behind the place where we were performing last Saturday.
I was super tempted to go for a swim.
That would have been the perfect way to prepare for a gig.

Our guitarist's cup of coffee.
Super important.

There was this sailing/sailor-y museum there as well.
It was awesome.
And super pretty.

And I also decided since we were right next to the seaside, I absolutely HAD to have a big feather in my hair.
I love feathers.

Water and caffeine. And the dress I mixed and matched for this tour.
This was Sunday. Another full house.

Saturday soundcheck.

Fishing nets.
Actually, driving back on Sunday I was thinking about this.
About moving out of the city.
It just, I don't know. The guitarist flew back to the island, where he lives.
And we drove back to the middle of the city.

 

Hotel on Saturday.
I watched mindless TV till 5am.
I don't gel well with places I don't know, in terms of sleeping.

Weekend in some visuals.

With love.
M.