wednesday

HEYY, GUYS!

(Message of the week below.)

I'm having the most unproductive week and I DON'T MIND :)

I've had a massage, got my nails done (the also have crystals on them, whaattt...) and eaten marshmallow bears, dipped in chocolate.
And I don't mind.
I haven't checked my emails, or thought work thoughts much, and I don't mind.


Omg, I've just seen that Hannibal Season 2 is out!
Quite seriously!
I don't get excited over TV, EVER, seriously, ever.
But this is different.
Mads being Hannibal.
Jay-sus I absolutely loved season 1. I think I watched it in a few days. The end was a little weak for my liking, but the narrative and the visual devices and Mads.
Yay, yay, yay.

Also, the Thai massage today was just something else.
It's a mixture of massage (as most of us know it), then some chiropractor-ish moves and then a whole big bunch of acupressure which I LOVE (that's acupuncture minus the needles).
You and the masseuse both down on this big mat on the floor, with special massage clothes, super simple Thai style shirt and pants.
It's so much closer, and personal, and gentler, I think?
Anyway, it is the best massage experience I've had to date.
So I will most definitely be going back.
If any of you readers are in Tallinn, do pay them a visit.
Superb atmosphere, and Thai women doing the procedures.
http://www.orientalhouse.ee/?lang=et

And in general - take time to pamper yourself.
That's my message of the week.
It's so so important.
Not to just have that One Super Special Holiday, but y'know, the little things.
Your lifestyle should dictate your job, not your job set the structure for your lifestyle.
Make yourself feel good, outside and inside (!!!), more than once a year.
Really listen what makes your body happy, really listen.
And follow it.

I guess that's all for now.
Change is good, change puts things in motion.
Motion is good, because motion governs all Life in the Universe.
Be gentle, be kind, internally and externally.
And do what makes you happy - claypots or maths or farming, or being a beautician.

So, peace out, warriors.
Be cool, I'm gonna watch Mads eat people.
And stare at my nails.

Always, with love.
Yours truly.
M.

wanderlust

My wanderlust is just out of control.



It's all I think about, every day, basically all the time.
Just this need to go and explore and adventure.
This is not a need to "go on a holiday", or to get a tan or get drunk in beach-side bars.
It's just a true yearning (the purest of these I've ever had) to go and see and explore.

This is just out of control.

Out of control wanderlust.
To See, and Breathe.

I just want to wander/wonder with an open heart with room for it to be Open.
With space, and freedom, and the safety to open up which comes with this freedom.

I mean, to be honest. I don't really need to leave the country for this.
This is not the point.
There's plenty to See here, on this tiny speck of wild land.

Plan.
Everything is possible.
I just need to plan.
Plan, plan, plan.

At least, I know what I need, and what I truly desire.

And that is good.
M.


Don't ever deny yourself your true nature.

safe

How to keep an inner self safe?
That's my question.
How do you keep an inner self safe and sound and protected, and shining?

May your inner self be secure.
M.