news

ALMOST time for some COOL news!

Almost.


For now, I'm drinking tea, clearing out things, and thinking about cool things that could and should happen in my life.
And spring is coming!
May-June-July.

MAY-JUNE-JULY.

For any of you who don't know, these months in Tallinn are GLORIOUS.


So peace out, my darlings!
Magic is something you make.
Follow your own heart, and s_rew all else.

WITH LOVE.
Always.
M.

again

This just keeps coming back.

And it doesn't get any less surprising.
M.

as you are

Come 
as you are.
as you were.
As you want to be.

I don't know and maybe never will know why these words mean so much to me.
Or what they mean exactly.
But hey, maybe I won't know and don't need to know.
Bottomline is they really mean something.
Really mean something to me.

So hey.
Whatever.

Come as you are.
And I will always accept you and not judge you and love you like you are.
Come as you are, as you were.
Come as you want to be.
I don't want you to be anything, I just want you to be.
So come as you are.
And I'll take you in, just the way you want to be.

Come
as
you
are.

Always.
M.

hey guys

Today is Nanny-day!
My nephew is getting here soon and my desire to be an awesome auntie always kicks in.
I don't know what we're going to do yet, but I sure know he's gonna have fun!

Also, any day when it appears that I have a lot of hair on my head is automatically a good day.

And so, I'm gonna turn the Nanny wheel and see what I come up with.
And I started some interesting drafts late last night which I plan to finish today.

PS, had a very unexpected dream. You know when someone arrives in your dream and you wake up in the morning going "WHERE did you come from?" But it was a nice dream so no harm done.

With love.
M.

seriously

This is getting ridiculous.

RIDICULOUS.
M.

freaking out

Today is Sunday. I'm leaving on Wednesday.
I am freaking out.

In other news, we had another super fun day today. (Yesterday consisted of good lunch and gaming at my old friend's house.)
We started off being really useful and got stuff done. Then went for some coffee. Came home, went for bowling (I won, yay!) And then came home to eat stuff in our den (yes, we built a den yesterday) and watch BAFTAs.

And now I've realised that when I wake up tomorrow, it will be "I'm moving the day after tomorrow" which is freaking me out.

The massive saving grace of this evening is the fact that J. decided to give me her jumper that says "YAY!" on it, which I think is pretty fitting. And apparently it works really well in either inappropriate or really stupidly stupid situations, or just in a crap mood.
And I love this jumper.

Happy Monday morning that's around the corner. 
M.

l'été

And as usual, I miss the summer.
But it's coming.

Slowly, but surely, it will come.
M.

monday

Here's one for Monday.
Strictly Come Dancing is keeping me great company. Thankyou, Sky, and thankyou, BBC.
I miss dancing.
And I'm not even going to pretend that I don't want to be on the Estonian version of that, SO MUCH.
But it's there, simmering in my heart and soul and at some point I will attack that plan so hard.
Because that would make. my. life.

Today is for blogging.

Here's to Monday.
M.

pull together

i won't "pull myself together."
(Not that it is currently a thing that's present. Just K. mentioned it to me the other day, and I found it interesting.)

Linguistically ridiculous.
I mean, of course it is a necessary thing to have strength to get through a tricky bit, or a particular problem.
But that should not be a constant thing.
Getting through life so you're constantly "pulled together".

Pull
oneself
together

The words, you know.
The words.

The words will absolutely come into being.
Anything that is "pulled together". It just sounds like it has to be held together as well.

So much energy.
M.